Reflections this morning.

This morning studies:
Though have have much on my mind and have to vent at times
I still read my inspired faith, look up the bible verse, and study gods word.
This is what keeps me going my friends, shipmates and peeps.
I know the lord will not give me more than I can handle.
For he is truly good and he has plans for me.
I do much with the church being on the board of trustees as the secretary,
on the education committee doing children's time one Sunday a month,
helping with cleaning the toys at the Bethany Home,
and do readings to children.
Sometimes when I am in pain I feel that I scare people,
I get goofy at times, because I do not want to scream
but this makes me look childish.
I reflected on this and hope to do better.
Once a week I have a bible study here at my house
and learn from the those who teach me.
I swim and do my physical therapy,
get my massage once a month,
and strive to better myself.
I am slowly working to learn what I need to know for my 7th dan,
but only once a month. I do not want to over do it.
Those who I have frighten through my pain I apologize,
those children whom I inspired god be with you,
and those who pray for me I thank you.
I know I can't force people to like me,
but will always strive to inspire others;
and be less goofy as I control my pain.
Thank you always for being with me.